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May 2007
My beloved brothers and sisters,
Almost exactly ten years ago my family arrived in the UK while myself
arrived 3 months earlier. So as a family we had our 10th anniversary as
National Messiahs in the UK just recently. This fact encouraged me to give a
testimony about my course as NM so far.
When I arrived in the UK about 10 years ago I noticed that in our British
movement there were capable people for basically everything.
I saw that God did not send me to the UK because of external abilities.
People around me were often much more capable than myself. But this did not
depress me. It showed me that my mission was (is) rather an internal one.
The way forward was to support the people who did activities. My way was to
unite with them, to cooperate with them, to serve and to love them.
In the beginning I helped a lot with blessing activities.
Later I focused on supporting the British movement to get True Parents into
the UK. I called many organizations and individuals, including brothers and
sisters, explained the situation and asked them to write a letter to the
Home Office, requesting to allow True Parents to enter the country. This I
did for quite some time.
I also use to give sermons in our churches in different locations.
From the very beginning of my mission in the UK I tried to connect all
brothers and sisters with Heung Jin Nim and Jesus. I myself connected with
them (Heung Jin Nim and Jesus) every day. Since about three years ago I have
been sending words of Heung Jin Nim and Jesus to brothers and sisters by
internet. Not only in the UK, but also abroad. I felt that helping brothers
and sisters in other countries is living for the sake of others on an
international level. I felt that this is very important, to not just be
centered on "my own" nation. Later I started to write my own reflections
related to words of Father, Heung Jin Nim and Jesus. These reflections
are based on my own life experiences that I made over the years, and based
on my own realizations.
Through emailling out these reflections in connection with words of True
Family and Jesus, I try to empower brothers and sisters. Of course,
not all of them get empowered this way, but at least some, as the feedback
shows. With spiritually empowered brothers and sisters our movement can do
more, can advance faster.
Recently I sent out my own kind of testimony regarding the "Importance of
cooperation with HJN, Jesus and DMN". I sent it to basically every brother
and sister in the UK, but also to quite a few abroad. Those who have not
received or seen it but would like to, please let me know, and I will send
it offline. The reason why I am doing this is that I think that with the
help of Heung Jin Nim, Jesus and Dae Mo Nim we can much faster break through,
become victorious.
Often I can see God, Heung Jin Nim, Jesus and DMN guiding me, by whispering
to my heart and giving me signs in various ways. That gives me confidence,
even when things are difficult. Sometimes we wonder what the responsibility
as NM entails.
Externally we are in many different situations. Some are in their country,
some not. Some have some "official" position, like National Leader, some do
not. But still there must be a common responsibility connected with our
position as NM, a responsibility that goes beyond all our "official"
positions and situations.
The NM position to me seems more internal than all the other positions that
we are used to. It is a more "invisible" position, so to speak. I feel that
the mission of the NM is to become like a parent for the nation, is to love
and embrace the nation. And we have this mission, this responsibility, even
if we have no "official" position, even while we are not in our country. I
think that God works through our position, no matter how insignificant we
look, no matter how "invisible" we are. What I mean is that because of our
position we can have much greater impact on the future of our nation. This
is really a big blessing.
I think that our main responsibility, as parents of a nation, is to express
heart and love to everyone in the nation, and even beyond. To uplift people
by our heart and love.
This seems to be our mission, no matter if we have an "official" position or
not. No matter if we are in our country or not.
God of course wants to express His heart through everyone, but I feel that
more than through everyone, He wants to express His heart through the ones
with the NM mission. He wants people to experience His heart through our
heart.
God wants us to become real experts of heart and love. This, I think, is the
gist of our mission. In this respect, I believe, God wants to see us ahead
of everyone else in our nation.
Much love from Bruno |