Left to right: Justin, Mathew 10, Max 4, Yuriko, and Reyna 9

21 November, 2007

Yuriko and I did liberation ceremony for 10 Marine in our company who were killed in my deployment during 2004-2005.

I felt at that time the Peace is very difficult and far off and perhaps America would lose political will to see this through and I will not let my brothers sacrifice be in vain.

Another Blessing to count on this American Thanks Giving Day.

Dear Robert and Sydelle,

With the Ambassador for Peace nomination I felt a lot of struggle - my one consolidation - is that True Mother and Hyung felt joy and happiness on the challenge first step of their long world-wide journey to spread the "One Family Under God" peace message.

I don't like the limelight - naturally it always feels good at first to be recognized for anything. Then it becomes a burden for me.

So many people came up and thanked me for my testimony but, I don't remember a word I had said!

I do remember I forgot to mention a thank you for my family, the Central Blessed Families, and that I really felt that progress in Iraq was due to True Parent's Middle Peace Initiative and the Ambassodors for Peace Movement. This really bothered me but, like I said before Mother was happy: what more can a wayward Son of Heaven ask for then putting a smile on his Mom's face after not seeing Her for so many years and going through some tough times? I am sure you've felt this way before.

Robert and Sydelly - I am so grateful for your friendship and prayers and support over the years. If I never said it in person it's because I have a big problem opening my heart in person to tell my wife " I love her" or my friends "Thank you" or my brothers and sisters " I love you!"

Email is great for this no?

I am also embarrassed at all the letter Wolfgang has put up on his site foreignnations.org
I am not such a limelight sorta person. I can speak well in public but, learned in CARP Heavenly Father has a way of humbling the Big Mouths that don't walk the talk!

So there you have it part of my Hoon Dok Hae self-reflection this morning.

Mansay

Cham Sarang

Justin